I've done things I'm deeply ashamed of — does that mean I'm going to hell?

“in each event after it was reviewed. Those events and things that made a positive difference, and would ripple into more  enlightenment and love, were somehow captured and were mine to have for eternity. Those deeds,  actions, and thoughts that didn't make a positive difference were just burned away, like the  separation of the wheat from the chaff. It took me several years to go back to people  I had hurt and say I was sorry. In some cases, it was not possible. There was no shame.  There was no condemnation. There was remorse,”9:30

“Not, not the guilt, or that you know, like, what was the lesson? And, and I saw things and I thought, "Well, that was wrong, and I knew it was wrong, and I did it anyway." And God, if you will, the being that held me, said, "Well, that's your judgment of it, not mine. You are so loved. You're as loved as a little boy you hold. You're as perfect and precious and beloved and begotten as he is."”21:55

“uh these um these angels were telling me that I had been doing things wrong, you know, and that I needed to go back that there were certain things I needed to fulfill that I had not even approached yet in my life. And so in that regard, um I was somewhat judged, but it wasn't a harsh kind of a judgment. You know, there was there was no shame involved in it at all. And in fact, I don't remember experiencing any of those kind of human emotions or or um human sensations to speak of. In fact, I don't really”19:13

“So absolutely. So, yeah, we won't, you know.”63:17

“I think that if, uh, such a thing as hell exists, it must be your own conscience temporarily making you suffer for your misdeeds because the light that I felt had no taint of judgment. My very personal experience of and relationship with this light brings me untold comfort and motivates me to do good in this world. I feel more empathetic with others than before and less judgmental. I realize more now, more than ever, that kindness and helping others is a direct manifestation of the light, and the best we can do in this world is to multiply the incandescence of God here on Earth.”24:30

“And if I was told, I probably wouldn't have gone back, but right when I was contemplating all of that, and I felt the regrets, and I felt the shame, and I felt the guilt, and I felt the judgment coming out of me, but I wasn't judged being up there, I wasn't being prosecuted, I wasn't being condemned.”14:39

“self-love involved in this process. Like it's you should be repenting because you love yourself and not because you hate yourself. Right? >> I love myself and >> I want to live in a better way. >> Yeah. >> So, um I think that's an important distinction. Um but I I understand we've all made mistakes. We've hurt people. We've done things we regret. And shame and guilt can come up. But just being mindful like does God want you to to feel immense shame, be riddled by shame and guilt? Or does God just want you to”65:36

“There's no, you did bad things and you're going to be held accountable for them, and so all I knew is that when I was in that energy, it was complete love, and it was complete acceptance, and there was nothing bad that ever happened.”53:45

“And because I felt shame at my actions in comparison with the infinity of love, I judged myself guilty, and I was forgiven.”26:34

“And because I felt shame at my actions in comparison with the infinity of love, I judged myself guilty, and I was forgiven.”64:56

“And because I felt shame at my actions in comparison with the infinity of love, I judged myself guilty, and I was forgiven.”33:26

“And so there was a new way of looking at things. There were things where I said, that was wrong. I knew it was wrong. I did it anyway. It was a bad choice. And this loving God said, that's your judgment of it, not ours. We love you.”24:31

“Happened to me and God showed me unconditional love and he fully accepted me without judgment, without condemnation, like for my sins, like explained me that sin hasn't existed. This is a human conception. God, God are not, um, not judging you, not, um, wanting you to like go to hell or something like that. Of course not, hell from God's perspective, it's hell is doesn't exist.”1:25

“And sometimes this one's tough. This was the toughest part for me during my NDE is how did others view me? You know, because during my life review, I wasn't held in judgment by a God sitting on a throne with a big scepter and telling me I was going to hell because, you know, I did something bad when I was seven years old. What happened was I was there with my guide, watching everything that I'd ever done and seeing the ripple effects throughout all of the people around me, and I was the one doing the judging. I started feeling really bad about certain decisions that I'd made and I realized, oh my gosh, that decision that I made affected somebody else in a negative way, and then I felt sorry and I wanted to make amends.”38:14

“why are you being mean at the same time I was experiencing it through the eyes of like the divine creator or God however you want to express that and there's no judgment from the divine creator but I was mortified I mean I felt you know what am I doing what have I done and I understood stood from all angles. So there wasn't like any judgment from the divine. Um but I definitely learned you know what not to do. And then that just continued through my life. Different different moments where I had you know the way I think of”60:01

“things that were important, significant to God. Following um both of the life reviews, I kept waiting to be judged. I knew I was a sinner. Everything I grew up believing and was taught, you know, throughout my childhood, I knew I'd made so many mistakes and I knew I was imperfect. But the most amazing thing ended up happening. God didn't judge me. He loved me. And following all of those lessons that God shared with me, I was filled with the most unconditional love from him. And so at this time, I was sure that I”5:58