deceased loved ones are present and aware

“When my grandmother passed away, back about 30 years ago, I was in my apartment at the time, and I didn't know that she'd passed away, but I really felt like she had come to see me.”45:43

“So my grandma talked to me, who had passed a long time ago; she showed up.”10:12

“And in an instant, I remember her: my maternal grandmother. Tears spring to my eyes, and my heart leaps in my chest. She was an amazing woman in life, and clearly, that same spirit followed her to the place where she found me. Laughing and crying, my tears came in torrents, purging me of the grief of her loss that I wasn't aware I still harbored. She hadn't died; no, she's more alive here than she was in her body.”14:02

“That's basically what my grandmother was trying to give me the gift of was this answer that, you know, I feel like she, so she was aware of me, my, this entire time since she had passed. Her attention had been on me completely because we become multi-dimensional, so we're able to be everywhere all at once and of everything. So, she never ever really left me. I just didn't know she was there.”5:23

“And what I felt like is everything that was dead was now alive. So my grandfather showed up, and he looked beautiful. He had died in his 70s, but in heaven, he just was glowing with light, and he came towards me.”30:25

“After my grandma passed, she communicated to me in a vivid dream.”9:29

“I was able to connect with my grandfather. Now, I have to kind of put my emotions in a box when I tell this story because I get extremely emotional when I talk about him. He died when I was 12. I loved and adored him and he was right there waiting for me. So knowing that my grandfather was there, all of the feelings of the accident leaving my body just seemed to evaporate and I was living or conscious of the moment, you know, that would my grandfather was there. Oh, it was a relief to see him. He still had these”7:43

“I was with her when she died. She passed in my arms, which I'd wished for. I'll never forget what happened right after. These are the moments that stay with you even decades later. My grandmother stopped breathing and I was holding a lifeless body. I suddenly thought, Oh God, I no longer love my grandmother. Hopefully no one is seeing this right now. I felt no connection to that body. I almost felt found out. Because everything I had ever loved, it was like a tin can with the fish already gone. And then came this moment that changed my life.”7:42

“And I knew immediately it was my grandmother, my mom's mom. I was just astonished. She had died when I was nine. And there she was. And I looked up at her and I said, "Oh my gosh, I thought you died." And she said, "Oh no." And we're just speaking telepathically to each other. She said, "Oh no, no, dear one. There's no death. You're either alive on the Earth side or you're super alive here." And she said, "With you, you're kind of both. There's a cord that is attaching you still to your body, and if you decide you're”26:45

“It was a quite a revelation for me to know how much my aunt still hurt over that loss, and I was really happy that I was able to give her a message from her mom about that, and she was much more at peace afterwards. That was quite an impactful thing, too. It was quite evident to my aunt, obviously, that yes, I was speaking with Grandma, and I was awake in the hospital bed at the time of doing it because I was still half out of my body. I wasn't. I just couldn't fully get in it for some reason still. So I was seeing Grandma still talking to me. And I did see my other grandma too, and a couple other people, though I don't actually remember every detail of those things.”11:18

“So I know it was my grandmother. Somehow I felt I was in heaven, for lack of a better word, talking to God and Jesus and my biological father, who had died four days before I did, and I didn't know that.”25:03

“So you're saying that Grandma was not dead; she was actually alive when you had this experience?”4:02

“I looked up and my grandmother was there. She had died long ago, but it was her.”2:57

“And it's just wild because I always say that I became close, closer with my grandma after her death, because she has appeared to me many times over the years.”16:52

“Um, I was really close to my grandparents growing up. They lived a couple walks away from me, and so I spent a lot of time with them. And so it makes complete sense to me that she was there with me to protect me and comfort me, just be with me when I was leaving my body. I felt her multiple times before and after this experience, and so I know that she's around me. But I think she was sent especially because it would give me the, it would take away the worry of not knowing what was going on. And when I leave my body, I didn't, I felt more at home there than I did here. There's just this profound sense of going home whenever I leave. And so having her there was definitely comforting.”39:51

“It's like I just see my grandma in her, and they're there. They're there.”55:11