Man Takes Own Life; Shown The Value Of The Life He Thought He Didn't Want (NDE)

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Crossing Over NDE
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December 21, 2023
25.0K views
Experiencer: Jeff Rudes

What Researchers Found

The Story

ndesuicide attemptvery_positiveSignificant Transformation⭐ 9/10 Intensity

Jeff Roods experienced a near-death event about 20 years ago. He attempted suicide alone in his apartment by taking 62 antihistamine pills and handfuls of painkillers. The overdose caused hallucinations and unconsciousness. During the NDE, Jeff saw a black dot expand into a Grim Reaper-like figure with cracked skin and black eye holes. They conversed telepathically as friends. Death pointed at him, transporting him to a bright white place filled with love. A blurred figure in a white robe, possibly Jesus-like, joined him. They viewed Jeff's smiling self in a colorful bubble and felt connected as three parts. They flew over a warm field smelling of wet grass, then Jeff joined a blurred-faced party in medieval clothes in a forest clearing. Alone, he flew faster into a gray-blue horizon. After the NDE, Jeff initially dismissed it as a hallucination due to skepticism. He sought depression treatment, but the experience subtly helped. Over years, he accepted it, embraced life's joy, and lived fully, avoiding dangers. He encourages others to live despite hardship and notes no hell for suicide, only pain to loved ones.

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✦ AI Generated
Evidence Strength
32%
9/28
Suggestive

This NDE contains no veridical perception claims whatsoever, consisting entirely of subjective visionary experiences (e.g., encounters with 'Death' figure, bubble self-view, flying over fields). Despite a severe drug overdose indicating compromised brain function, the complete absence of any real-world verifiable details limits evidential strength to the lowest level.

C6 Weight1
C7 Precedence1
C3 Specificity1
C5 Verification1
C1 Medical Severity3
C4 Unpredictability1
C2 Access Impossibility1

Score reflects verifiable perceptions reported. A low score indicates the experience was primarily spiritual or subjective, not that it didn't occur.

Experience Depth
78%
25/32
Deep NDE
Cognitive
Life review2
Thought speed1
Time distortion2
Sudden understanding2
Affective
Joy2
Cosmic unity2
Brilliant light2
Peace pleasantness2
Paranormal
Esp2
Out of body1
Precognition0
Enhanced senses2
Transcendental
Mystical being2
Unearthly world2
Spirits deceased1
Border point no return1
Life Impact
54%
27/50
Significant Transformation
Breadth: 7/10 domainsDepth: 3.9/5.0
Appreciation for Life
4
Self-Perception & Identity
3
Compassion & Concern for Others
2
Values & Priorities
3
Spiritual Awareness
4
Attitude Toward Death
4
Purpose, Meaning & Life Direction
3

Score reflects transformation as described. Domains scored 0 indicate the topic was not discussed, not that no change occurred.

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