Ritu LeBouef: Existence is Love
What Researchers Found
The Story
Ritu Labouf, an IT professional, experienced a spiritually transformative event in 1997 while starting her car after deep meditation at a bookstore. She heard an explosion and entered a state of all-pervading love. She saw a 360-degree void filled with pure, changeless love and soaked in it as a formless presence. Billions of stars rushed toward the windshield without colliding. She cried from a sense of long separation from this love. She realized she was the absolute, with everything as love drops manifesting forms. She understood the macro self experiencing through the mini self, connected by eternal love. She sensed collective human suffering from misidentification with the mind-body. Suddenly, she was in her driveway, still in love. At home, she felt sages chanting Sanskrit mantras and divine fragrances, vibrating intensely until it stopped. After this, Ritu left her IT career to share divine love and truth. She became a Reiki master, massage therapist, life coach, and author to help people heal and realize their eternal self.
“am that and god is love experience a who am i question to identify the nature”
This account describes a meditative spiritually transformative experience (STE) with no medical crisis or unconsciousness, featuring only vague internal perceptions of love, lights, sounds, and smells lacking any external veridical elements or verification. No impossible access, specific details, or corroborated claims are present, limiting evidential strength entirely.
Score reflects verifiable perceptions reported. A low score indicates the experience was primarily spiritual or subjective, not that it didn't occur.
Score reflects transformation as described. Domains scored 0 indicate the topic was not discussed, not that no change occurred.
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What Researchers Found
This account describes a meditative spiritually transformative experience (STE) with no medical crisis or unconsciousness, featuring only vague internal perceptions of love, lights, sounds, and smells lacking any external veridical elements or verification. No impossible access, specific details, or corroborated claims are present, limiting evidential strength entirely.
Score reflects verifiable perceptions reported. A low score indicates the experience was primarily spiritual or subjective, not that it didn't occur.
Score reflects transformation as described. Domains scored 0 indicate the topic was not discussed, not that no change occurred.