She Attempted Suicide Twice and Saw Heaven & Hell!

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Real Near Death Experience Stories
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February 9, 2022
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Experiencer: Yenh Mikolajewski

What Researchers Found

The Story

ndesuicide attemptvery_positiveSignificant Transformation⭐ 9/10 Intensity

Jen Nicoulysk was a 20-year-old college student from a Laotian Buddhist family. She attempted suicide by overdosing on sleeping pills and antidepressants due to long-term depression, her father's sudden death at age 11, and a toxic relationship. During the NDE, her spirit descended through the earth into a pitch-black pit at the core, surrounded by demonic beings who telepathically accused her of doubting God. She resisted by affirming God's love. A bright light with a white horse and radiant being rescued her. She ascended through the universe toward a massive light where angels sang beautifully. She felt at home but unworthy and sad about leaving her family. God's voice said, 'This is not your time,' and sent her back. After the NDE, Jen sought truth about God, accepted Jesus as Savior about 1.5 years later, built a family, joined ministry, and shares messages of hope and God's love to help others.

taking my own life and the love of god in his deep grace and his mercy he saved

✦ AI Generated
Evidence Strength
32%
9/28
Suggestive

No veridical perceptions of real-world events; the experience consists solely of subjective spiritual visions of hell, heaven, demonic voices, angels, and God's voice without any specific, verifiable details about physical surroundings or events during unconsciousness. Medical severity provides minor evidential value, but lack of any corroborated impossible knowledge limits strength.

C6 Weight1
C7 Precedence1
C3 Specificity1
C5 Verification1
C1 Medical Severity3
C4 Unpredictability1
C2 Access Impossibility1

Score reflects verifiable perceptions reported. A low score indicates the experience was primarily spiritual or subjective, not that it didn't occur.

Experience Depth
84%
27/32
Deep NDE
Cognitive
Life review1
Thought speed2
Time distortion2
Sudden understanding2
Affective
Joy2
Cosmic unity1
Brilliant light2
Peace pleasantness2
Paranormal
Esp2
Out of body2
Precognition0
Enhanced senses2
Transcendental
Mystical being2
Unearthly world2
Spirits deceased0
Border point no return2
Life Impact
60%
30/50
Significant Transformation
Breadth: 7/10 domainsDepth: 4.3/5.0
Appreciation for Life
3
Self-Perception & Identity
4
Compassion & Concern for Others
3
Values & Priorities
3
Spiritual Awareness
5
Religious Orientation
4
Attitude Toward Death
4
Purpose, Meaning & Life Direction
4

Score reflects transformation as described. Domains scored 0 indicate the topic was not discussed, not that no change occurred.

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