S1 Ep16: How Dying Changed My Life / Jonathan Ashford

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August 4, 2026
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Experiencer: Jonathan Ashford

What Researchers Found

The Story

nde medical crisis very_positive Significant Transformation 10/10 Intensity

The experiencer was Jonathan Ashford, who had a near-death experience (NDE) after collapsing in a grocery store due to a severe health issue. During the NDE, he felt a sense of peace and familiarity as he transitioned into a dark space that felt nurturing. He then entered a vibrant landscape filled with light and love, where he encountered a being he referred to as love itself. This being welcomed him and explained that he had passed away. Jonathan experienced a life review, where he felt the impact of his actions on others without judgment. After the NDE, he gained a new perspective on life, feeling a deep connection to others and a sense of unconditional love, which transformed his understanding of existence and his purpose in life.

It felt like somebody saying, I love you. and you take it off and you're like, my.

✦ AI Generated
Evidence Strength
25%
7/28
Suggestive

The account does not contain any specific veridical perception claims regarding real-world information that the experiencer could not have known. The narrative focuses on the subjective experience of the NDE without detailing any observable events or interactions that could be verified.

Unpredictability1
Temporal Precedence1
Verification Quality1
Specificity Precision1
Medical State Severity1
Verified Perception Weight1
Perceptual Access Impossibility1

Score reflects verifiable perceptions reported. A low score indicates the experience was primarily spiritual or subjective, not that it didn't occur.

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Experience Depth
94%
30/32
Deep NDE
Cognitive
Life review2
Thought speed2
Time distortion2
Sudden understanding2
Affective
Joy2
Cosmic unity2
Brilliant light2
Peace pleasantness2
Paranormal
Esp2
Out of body2
Precognition0
Enhanced senses2
Transcendental
Mystical being2
Unearthly world2
Spirits deceased0
Border point no return2

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Life Impact
60%
30/50
Significant Transformation
Breadth: 7/10 domainsDepth: 4.3/5.0
Appreciation for Life
4
Self-Perception & Identity
4
Compassion & Concern for Others
4
Values & Priorities
3
Spiritual Awareness
5
Attitude Toward Death
4
Purpose, Meaning & Life Direction
3

Score reflects transformation as described. Domains scored 0 indicate the topic was not discussed, not that no change occurred.

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