When I die, will I finally understand why everything happened the way it did?

“Everything will start to make sense. So I felt totally at peace with all that.”13:36

“I think several things. I don't know the answer to that question. When I was dead, I understood. I asked about the universe. I wanted to know. I knew I was like, download, understand everything. Clicked that one button. And so now I'm in the situation where there, I see certain things.”36:50

“Right before my life review upon passing, I experienced a profound epiphany. All the questions that I had in life were answered in a flash. I was given a deep understanding of the universe, the beginning of the planets, and how the God source created it all. I was taken back to the beginning of creation and realized that we are all particles of the same source. This realization brought a deep sense of being unconditionally loved as we are all part of the same whole and have known each other eternally. It felt like returning home to where we all began. Life on Earth was just a fleeting moment compared to the vastness of eternity on the other side. Time had no meaning, and as souls, we were eternal.”9:02

“so everything that was confusing in my head is clear as day there is no more confusion, not between myself or you, everything was resolved I didn't need to do anything, I didn't have to make any move, all that suffering, that lack of, let's say, understanding of what was happening, had completely disappeared and from then on, what happened, I started to see life in a different way, I'm not going to tell you that I had the emotional maturity at that moment to understand the full extent of what had happened to me, but I knew that I”17:46

“I had an incredible understanding of who I was. It wasn’t as if I received a lot of knowledge all of a sudden. It was just like everything was in there. I had an understanding of all the things that were around me. I knew why all these things existed the way they were. I actually had unlimited knowledge. I would have liked to take all these things with me but now, in this very moment, nothing’s left anymore.”7:48

“And so all this knowledge and all this knowing, right? Was brought to me so that I would understand and connect the dots back and would understand my life in a better place, in a better way, from a better place, you know, like connecting all those thoughts and giving purpose, so that I would see the purpose behind everything I had experienced as a child, as a teenager, and then as an adult, because this, I was 51 years old when this happened. So a lot had happened in my life up.”58:32

“Because, as I went through the afterlife, you know, I thought I understood completely when I was in the light, I thought I understood everything that had been downloaded to me, and then when I started focusing my questions and got the answers to my big questions, I went, 'Oh, I didn't understand that stuff before at all.'”56:49

“something so amazing that was filling me and and filling the fibers of my very being. And in that moment, I understood the answers to all the questions I no longer needed to ask. I knew the why of my life. I knew why I was a musician. I knew why I had children. I knew why I had been married. I knew my relationship with everyone I had ever known. It's hard to describe that feeling, but it was just knowingness as though I had been plugged into this giant source of all that is that was enveloping and”1:28

“I remember thinking to myself, you know, I always said that one day when I go to heaven, I'm going to ask, why do all these bad things happen to people? Why do these awful, horrible things happen? And before I could even get the question out, I mean, not like I was speaking, but even telepathy, before I could even finish the question, it's like something just infused every answer to every question I would ever have that humanity's ever had. Every fear that I'd had about death or or dying or anything like that was completely and totally vanished.”0:00

“All those questions: 'Why am I here? Is there a meaning to life? Is God real? Is there a heaven?' Those questions were gone. All my questions were answered.”35:37

“And other things changed about me afterwards. I absolutely lost my fear of death. I knew that all of us would live on after our body stop, including me. I also became much, much, much more compassionate and understanding and tolerant of people with different religious and spiritual views, because I realized we're all trying to understand the same one truth. It's like trying to climb a mountain from different perspectives; it looks different at the bottom, but when you get to the top, we're all trying to reach the same peak, which is to realize our Oneness with our divine source, with the one higher power underlying the universe.”23:59

“"You went through all this because in another life you already took your own life", "and that in this life I would reach a point where I could do it again", if I hadn't gone through everything I went through, through the NDE, I could have done it again, you know? And then it all clicked into place, it all made sense, because the emotional state I was in was so fragile at the time, and I thought... and then there was also the knowledge that I had lived other lives. Do you get it? Nobody told me, I didn't study, I literally knew,”34:47

“Once I got into that white light, a lot of the questions that I had didn't even seem to matter anymore. But the answers were still there. Everything just made sense.”28:59

“complete awareness. And then something unexpected happened. I had a life review. Every single person I had ever loved appeared before me. I remembered what they smelled like, what they sounded like, faces from my childhood, loved ones I had forgotten, people who had passed away years ago. Every soul that left a mark on mine came flooding back. As I began to ascend, I wasn't flying through the clouds. I was rising in understanding. I saw the impact of my death. I was being shown how it would break the”12:17

“Well, it had a huge impact because from this moment on, I knew why I was here, and I understood the meaning of life and also the reason why I am here. I mean, my task. This has given me incredible insight, and it also meant an experience of awareness for me. I realized that the light is always superior, and that it makes no difference whether we are here or when we die. It belongs together, which means that life is there, and it is also here. It flows together. We originate from this light, and we will go back there again. This was my primary experience.”12:09

“And then I, I think, hindsight, looking, I had some, you know, anxiety and some PTSD around, you know, people dying because I'm like, well, who's next? So I just was praying because I really wanted, really the answers to the universe. I wanted to understand why I was here. Why did some people die? Why some people lived? Why is there suffering in this world? And why would a God allow suffering in this world? And what is this whole life about? And then my biggest question was, what happens when you die?”5:44