Is the love between us still personal and deep, or does it become something universal and impersonal?

“always feel my essence. I don't want them to only have a memory of me. I want them to feel me. I want my love. Like when you're on that side and you feel and you know what love is, you know that's all that matters. So it's when I was asking this question at that time is when um I got a deeper understanding of love and what all how much more love is right and that love is our connection. Love is love is everything. You know love really is everything. And so I was reminded of um the feeling that I was”32:51

“What I saw is that when I met my grandfather, he was part of the unconditional love that I'd experienced in life. And he was the only person who had transitioned when I saw him. He gave me great peace. And I thought, 'Well, all I have is the memories of love with him. I don't have the memories in that place of his dying form, of what he looked like when he had leukemia. I just remember his soul's desire to write stories to me, to connect with me, to be that loving grandfather, to be that figure in my life that showed me that I was important.' And that was, that was beautiful. That's all that we had in that realm was the love that we had experienced.”37:53

“I felt his complete love and compassion for me and understanding of where I was and who I was and my journey up to that point. And at some point, I don't know when, again, in linear time, I felt this, it was when I was with him, but I felt this merging with him where I was filled with light, his light, his love, just pure, pure, tangible light and love which permeated within me, myself, everything was filled with this with his love and his light. And I remember thinking, I can't smile any wider because it's going to break my face because I was still in the mindset of this of my body, that type of thing, even though I wasn't in the physical.”10:54

“unconditional love. Love without conditions. Everyone I saw. I loved them and I loved them for who they are and what they had experienced and how they had overcome that or even in the struggle within it. And it was profound. It was profound. I I I call it oneness. I was connected. And then I suddenly came up to a a body that I didn't feel anything from, which I thought was strange given this experience. And so I stepped closer to look. And that's when I realized, oh my goodness, that's me. Or I recognized my body. That wasn't me.”16:39

“all was the most pure love. I mean, I was love as I just expressed, but it wasn't just that, but the how natural, how authentic on the one hand, how delicate, but on the other, how profound and powerful this love is. I want to say was, I don't want to say past tense or even, you know, present or future tense because again, it's just it's all-encompassing. It's all embodying all at once. And and this is where I was. And sometimes people will ask me, well, did you experience loved ones that have passed? Did you experience angels? Or”18:09

“a way, are you aware? And then that feeling traveled again like on the inside of my body, but it's like this force and I'm feeling it and it's going down my arm into my hand. And then I just knew that feeling went into my dad, too. I knew it. a feeling of complete just well-being came over me. Unconditional love and I just had this elated knowing we are eternally bonded. It was the truest true and it didn't even matter what it meant. I didn't have to analyze it. I didn't care what that meant. You know, if I say that now and I”13:11

“pure unconditional love. Just love. And I felt like he understood me for the first time. He saw me even though we had no eyes. And we communicated with each other. not with words like we're doing here. It was like his soul and my soul merged and I knew everything he wanted me to know and we don't need vocal cords on that side. We don't string words together in sentences. We just merge and we know everything. And what I realized is that those who hurt us the most in physical life when we pass away, they are the”28:20

“to you because it reminds us that in the life to come, the love we have for a spouse is not different in the life to come. It's greater. It's deeper. Here's what Jeff said. I was in a different place. This was a place of joy. It was familiar. It was home. And then I felt a familiar touch. I opened my eyes. Tamara was right next to me. She was real, too. I could feel her. She was alive. I could feel her familiar vibration even more powerfully than her physical presence. I looked at her. I could feel everything. She was crying”19:34

“The experience was about love and unconditional love that transcends words, a love so magnificent and perfect, and that grand love resides within all of us, all equally resides within us all equally.”25:45

“as well as other significant figures in my life, whom time had erased. But there were also beings who were not linked to any earthly memory—souls I had loved and known in other lives, elsewhere, in other times. In their presence, a deep warmth grew within me. Then, suddenly, a love of indescribable power overwhelmed me. It seemed to emanate from me while enveloping me completely. It was like coming home after a long journey, but this sensation far surpassed anything I had ever experienced on earth. Comparing”2:31

“Oh, I get so, so emotional still because to go from violence and chaos that is so abrupt and beyond understanding to all of a sudden, where am I? But I am enveloped and I feel this tremendous love. It is so deep and so profound. It's not male or female, and I was aware of that as a child, and that it wasn't my mother, it wasn't my father, it wasn't my sister, my brother. It was just this deep, deep spiritual love. It, it felt so safe.”2:31

“Um, yes, my grandmother, my best friend passed in 2015. He always made himself that he was aware of me and like intelligent responses from him, intelligent interactions from him that let me know it was like in time, real, which was, you know, it's, it's when you're having your own personal, um, perception throughout the day or you hear a song and something happens, it's like it's all for you. So, you having that moment where someone communicates with you, it's so personal. I mean, I've had such beautiful experiences that if you were in my head all day observing what I was observing and then had this experience, you'd probably cry and be amazed too.”7:20

“And I was so glad to see him, you know, it was so beautiful to see him. And the nice thing, this is the takeaway from all this, um, the love does not disconnect when someone dies. And time is not like all this time for him didn't pass. There is no time, if that makes sense. So I got to see my grandfather. I got to talk to my grandfather, um, confide in him, and some of this conversation is just too personal, I'm not going to share it with anybody.”7:20

“But what I saw is that when I met my grandfather, he was part of the unconditional love that I had experienced in life, and he was the only person who had transitioned. When I saw him, he gave me great peace, and I thought, 'Well, all I have is the memories of love with him. I don't have the memories in that place of his dying form, of what he looked like when he had leukemia. I just remember his soul's desire to write stories to me, to connect with me, to be that loving grandfather, to be that figure in my life that showed me that I was important.'”27:49

“all of them speak of the overpowering, overwhelming allencompassing allconsuming sense of love. The very next thing that I felt was a tremendous amount of love. Love that even I get emotional even talking about it today. It was the most pure unconditional love I have ever experienced in my life. You know, it was love for me that no matter what I had ever done in my life, what I had ever been through, it was just pure and unconditional love for me. The closest I've ever come to that feeling of love on earth is when my”24:20

“and I felt held and within his love um I didn't feel ripped away from my family or my loved ones. I felt that their love and all the love I've ever received was carried within me and carried within him. So I didn't feel any separation from my family and at home, you know, my my parents or my brother or anyone. I just felt connected to everyone. And now I'm connected to someone who's connected to all of us. So it just felt complete and I felt like the circle was complete. >> And this knowing at at a young age”7:35